o0o Peace love and Ilahinoor

o0o Dreams come true when you sow a seed of trust.

2012-02-05T18:44:00.000+01:00

Moon shining so bright I think it's a street light.

And my flow is back! Your mind can never have as big thoughts for your life that the Universe can.

Trust = Flow.

Our dreamhouse is now ours with lots of rooms for creativity and friends.

I've already started planning courses in crochet, vegetarian cooking, mindfulness, yoga and drumming.

It comes with a big organic garden with lots berry-bushes and Linden trees.

No nosy neighbours and no cars running by.

Just peace.

Ah sweet life.

o0o Nature spirit

2012-02-05T11:09:00.002+01:00

o0o New creation ~Crochet bracelet

2012-02-04T14:39:00.000+01:00

o0o Music brings out the best in me

2012-02-04T13:25:00.003+01:00

Some inspiration and pics of my latest creations

2012-02-04T13:05:00.001+01:00

Back home

2012-02-04T12:18:00.000+01:00

I'm back home. Starting over. I'll be focusing on inspirational photos, music that moves me and my Ilahinoor creations of course.

o0o Inspiration from music & books

2011-09-25T11:03:00.000+02:00

Sweet way to start off the day. This and the new amazing magical book I'm reading. Women who run with the wolves.

o0o Not in my mind but in my heart

2011-09-22T17:33:00.000+02:00

o0o Poetic

2011-09-12T07:12:00.000+02:00

Fire in my heart, planted there by the peace. I'm always welcome here, deep inside of me. Holy

o0o Nonconformity

2011-09-09T08:19:00.001+02:00

My whole being is a demonstration of nonconformity
I could never be assimilated
I'd rather be assasinated

o0o Pure XTC

2011-09-07T13:34:00.000+02:00

A trip not s far away from home.

2011-09-03T11:17:00.003+02:00

A round - trip evolving around

myself

I'm always here no matter there or here.

I went on a trip

planned on a route, the one people like me should take

but I ended up strolling up the beach instead

to the beat of the waves

still leading up to the same goal.

I wanted to feel better about myself, I wanted to be able to accept other peoples opinion, yet still holding on to my own. And I did that. I broke through, looking at life in 4D

Last day though was hard, turning 30, shape up? Be regular? Kids, cleaning, a job I hate but feel I just have to do.. for what I don't know.

Eager to please?

Then a traveller showed up, an angel for rebels like me. I didnt recognize him at first, I just knew.
He broke my chain of destructive thoughts. No words. Just by being. And I felt tears of releif running down my cheeks.

I've met him along the way for this particular reason. I'm on the right path.

rebel at heart

the artist

The traveller

He showed me the way back, to me, she who always is, she who is so important, cause noone can be like her and she certainly cant be noone else. and shes just here evolving around herself.

o0o Back from the roads

2011-08-19T11:50:00.003+02:00

Wow! Ozora festival. so many feelings, so much experiences so much lessons to be learned. SO much extatic energy. So spiritual. So much love and smiles!

View from our camp.

So many people thet you feel you know, even if not even their name, even if we will ever meet again. And our camp was lovely, under a tree that gave protection from the sun and all lovely calm respecting, kind, sharing people.

Me and V selling our creations

BREATHING WITH THE TREES. Reaching the overlooking perspective.

Have you noticed how easier everything is when breathing slowly?, one long breath instead of 2 short ones. Something I learned on Ozora also that has been integrated with me. Just breath and the time will stretch, the focus is more clear, energy doesnt spill on each sides.

But just so you know. I love you! And so nice to meet you all, share this with you.

Crazy carnival trippie hippie shit!

Double rainbow. All colour united shining bright.

Budapest was alright and pretty beautiful, but veeeeeery BROWN, saw one black man, no muslims and where were all the gypsies? No I sure as hell wont go back. It was such a blessing to land in Malmö again and all this cultures mixed in one city. And I learned to love Sweden again. Appreciate it so much. I got a bit nationalistic there. Multicultural nationalist. And as a sign on the train home to Jönköping there it was. A double rainbow. Shining with all it colours.

o0o Arm warmers

2011-07-23T20:03:00.001+02:00

New Ilahinoor creation. Eco friendly arm warmers. For more info, welcome by my Etsy-shop ~ >>

o0o Free form transform

2011-07-04T18:14:00.000+02:00

I got inspired by this artist and created my own hanging candle holder. Using a recycled glass jar

Free form crochet makes it shine in a unique divine light

o0o One should always meditate. Be mindful.

2011-06-29T14:56:00.000+02:00

One should always meditate. Be mindful.
Something that seems so big and scary in the dark, turns in to a very cute, little, scared mouse in the spotlight from a shining third eye.

I had an amazing experience in the hammock today. I really felt how my energylevels shifted so clear. From anxiety over to pure bliss. I just talked low to myself of what I saw, without judging. A Big tree with sun shiningg through the leaves leaving diffrent shades of green. 3 red flowers in a pot, green grassfields and a butterfly.
I hear a bird twittring, A bee passing by. I feel my body sinking in to the hammock, letting go...
And BOOM I was there. Anxiety gone, ME there, in that moment, feeling so light. swirling around, the wind passing through me, taking whatever thoughts with her. Stillness. Breath, At peace.

I think. I wish. What if me and everyone on this planet had this state of mind (heart?) every minute, everyday, all year around. Or at least before making BIG descisions. That would be heaven. To have that perspective on your thoughts and actions all the time. To feel that bliss in your heart and act thereafter.

Not like so many other times; act out of dispair, restlessnes or whatever.

Yes I'm writing to you but mostly myself. I still need to be reminded. reminded to take care of myself.
My soul.
Reminded to take those small everyday steps towards freedom, extatic pulsating happiness and tragic fucking days without breaking down, just feeling, being love.

I do hear I have changed a lot though :) So remember, even if you might not see your progression at all times, others near you surely do.

õ0o Sailing away with the pirates Sensual summer

2011-06-25T16:59:00.000+02:00

Go0od morning

2011-06-24T10:08:00.003+02:00

good night

Balkan-dub

2011-06-24T10:00:00.000+02:00

o0o New Ilahinoor creations

2011-06-23T17:23:00.000+02:00

o0o Pudu!

2011-06-21T12:22:00.000+02:00

I want a Pudu! So qute.

Deamon dance

2011-06-17T11:46:00.000+02:00

Ilahinoor brags about herself

2011-06-17T10:21:00.001+02:00

I absolutely love myself, and my life right now. I have met my biggest fears, and I have overcome them. Now I'm just curious what fear to meet next. You don't fight fears, you just meet them, greet them and let them go.
It's an amazing feeling being able to stand in front of the mirror and being able to say kind words and affirmations to myself, really enjoying what I see. Meaning every word. I am courageous, I am humble, I am holy, I am beautiful, I am strong, I am divine. I'm curious about life, because I know I can handle it.

My man that loves me so deep. Like a rock of everglowing radiating love.
That cooks amazing vegetarian food for me every day, that even stops cooking with pasta and other flourbased food for my little tummies sake. Little things he does, without me even asking, like putting the bus-card on the table at night so I don't have to look for it, stressed out in the morning. Little stuff like that grow big in my heart.

And I'm so great greatful for all the new friends I have met. Friends that are so loving and kind. So totally opposite. And I can let go of every drama I've had before in my life. I can see how it started, I can understand, and I can forgive and I can let go. No need to talk about it anymore, no need to be provoced. They live on that shit, meanwhile I die. It's an easy thing to throw away really, when the other roads lead to much happier places.
I'm so happy I can wish them well. It's more than they can do apparently. But it just shows, I've been the bigger person through all this and I love myself for that. So proud of myself.

Maybe I should change the name of the blog to Ilahinoor brags abut herself. ;) But yeah I think it's very important to brag about the good stuff about yourself. Because if I feel good, I will treat others good.

Time for food and meditation.

Btw is my english ok? Or should I start write in swedish again and let people just googletranslate?

Butterfly moment

2011-06-03T19:55:00.000+02:00

butterfly moment

first on my right foot

then on my left foot

over to my right shoulder

flew up and sat down

spot on

my third eye

Aurora

Pennyroyal drink

2011-06-03T19:10:00.000+02:00

Cloudberry wine,

frozen blackberries

frozen strawberries.

pennyroyal

best drink I've ever tasted!

Ten of Pentacles

2011-06-02T17:19:00.000+02:00

Fulfillment. Satisfaction. Completion of a happy cycle and a good ending. Deep connection with family, friends and community. Celebration that goal has been reached. Enjoy this moment for you have worked hard for it. Get-togethers and parties. Let go of your burdens and the time to carry them is finished. You have found the love you have searched for. Retirement.

I love tarot-cards. Just because what's inside me always shows so clear in the cards. And I miss my deck. My own deck to read the vibrations around. I wish for a new one.

Have you noticed, how life is manifestating a lot easier now. What the heart wants and needs the heart gets. Next-next weekend I'm moving my ass upnorth in Sweden to where my ancestors come from. To a place I've wanted to visit for years now, because of the self-sufficient village there and the habitants living,creating loving there. Buildng earth-ships and just learning about permaculture and such. And now me and my love are going, he's gonna play psychedelic sounds and me, I might be dancing or creating- who knows. Life is just so good right now.

If I

2011-06-01T19:03:00.002+02:00

About me, who is (not ? )she

2011-03-27T13:19:00.000+02:00

1. You´re constantly seeking for: My lifes purpose

2. You have a closet full of: I don't have a closet

3. You never wear: high heels

4. Pants or Skirts: leggins
5. Flowers or Chocolate: flowers
6. Movies or Music: movies with great soundtracks
7. Romance or Drama: Romance without drama does not exist
8. Pop or Rock: Rock

9. Summer or Winter: Summer!
10. You never leave the house without: checking up on my cat

11. You always have in your bag: sunglasses, money, phone
12. Breakfast girl or Dinner girl: Love breakfasts!
13. Best Dinner: Vegetarian prasadam Tapas
14. Enjoy: Dancing free barefoot to trancendental music
15. Buy a lot of: Food and second hand

16. Have a thing for: little boxes
17. A Pleasure: spooning my cat
18. A Dream: To live free in harmony and peace, being creative, the artist that I am, being able to be generous and live in a great earthship.
19. A Wish: To be more corageous
20. Couldn´t live without: fresh food
21. If you could turn back time, you would be: I'm more of a future girl
22. Describe your style in a few words: shiva-punk-pixie-hippie-gypsy
23. Describe Yourself in a few words: A spiritual creator with lots of ideas. A Gardening-loving shamaness
24. Do you believe in love at first sight?: Oh yes!
25. What does your name mean: Divine light
26. Favorite Word: shanti shanti

o0o ***

2011-03-20T23:57:00.003+01:00

o0o Bass(ically) Therapy

2011-03-15T12:37:00.001+01:00

I love this heavy bass root reggae. Perfect way to start the day off with a big smile.

o0o She plays the Cello

2011-03-14T20:16:00.002+01:00

I've stumbled upon one great and totally amazing artist today. She moves me. I love her music and allover vibe. Her name is Zoë Keaton. Enjoy!

o0o And the wise man said

2011-03-09T20:59:00.002+01:00

“Think for yourself and question authority”

Timothy Leary

o0o Forever psychedelic

2011-03-09T17:02:00.000+01:00

o0o What did u ask me?

2011-03-09T15:25:00.002+01:00

And people wonder why I'm a vegetarian. And this is just one of the reasons

o0o Me is never free unless u call me everybody

2011-03-09T13:15:00.000+01:00

o0o Concert

2011-03-07T13:42:00.001+01:00

This saturday I went with some very good friends to Gothenburg. Roadtripping and singalong to Bob Marley. I loved it! We stopped by This rustic and laid back reastaurant called Solrosen which has vegetarian food and chech beer. What more can u ask for right. Then we headed to Annedalskyrkan and enjoyed a concert with Carbon Based Lifeforms. It was really cozy and beautiful as you can see here.

With Love

o0o Tree of life

2011-03-07T12:55:00.001+01:00

o0o Gypsy Caravan

2011-02-01T10:24:00.008+01:00

A brief look into Romani culture and Rom (Gypsies) from around the globe as five famous Romani groups tour the USA. The film visits their families at home in Spain, India, Macedonia and Romania.

o0o LSD

2011-01-26T17:41:00.001+01:00

o0o Give thanks and praise

2011-01-26T17:36:00.000+01:00

o0o Sunrise...Sunset

2011-01-23T13:13:00.004+01:00

o0o Dear Gypsie

2011-01-11T17:09:00.003+01:00

There is one kind of music that just grabs a hold of my heart.

I can hear, I can feel
all the romance, all the tragedies that followed. The sorrow, the courage and joy behind those tears. The fierceness of the strong woman. The music played by generations of extraordinary musicians. The wonderful bass-line. It's magick. It's Gypsie-music and I adore it.

And if you're interested in magick gypsie-spells you can always have a look here

o0o Horses

2011-01-11T10:52:00.005+01:00

Horses keep showing up in my life and they open my heart. These lovely, loving creatures that come with a sence of freedom. To let go of thoughts and patterns that hold you back.
I feel especially for two horses that my neighbour has. They are old tinker-horses with flared legs and dreads in their hair. One big and one really small, and their always together.
You can really feel their sacred energy oosing out from them. Effecting me, to become still and to open up my heart and recieve their great gifts.
I also watched The horse boy the other day. That whole movie is just pure love. I cried and I laughed. It is one of those movies you just want everyone too see. It really moved me.

I love horses.

o0o

2011-01-08T20:47:00.006+01:00

o0o
~universe ~
o0o

o0o Changes

2011-01-08T11:04:00.003+01:00

Metamorphosis is a biological process by which an animal physically develops after birth or hatching, involving a conspicuous and relatively abrupt change in the animal's body structure through cell growth and differentiation. Some insects, amphibians, molluscs, crustaceans, Cnidarians, echinoderms and tunicates undergo metamorphosis, which is usually accompanied by a change of habitat or behavior.

I'm going through changes. Massive ones. It's hard to focus on anything else but the spiritual growth right now. My creativity has to stand back. It feels stressful but I believe that after my rebirth there will be new visionary artworks that will blow everybodys mind. Cause the aim and energy in them will be even clearer, filled with even more love and higher vibrations. I just have to accept that this takes a lot of energy now, but the outcome will give me endless energy back.

I drew a Soul destiny card today and it says:
The guidance you are now receiving is truly Universal. Take time daily to connect with your guides and Angels. They wish to connect with you as much as you wish to connect with them. They are working very closely with you and you are being encouraged to... journal at this time. This is a Great story you are writing. It is your personal story and it is unique to you and only you. Write poetry to express the emotions you are feeling. Write down your dreams and synchronistic events that occur. This card calls for putting your connection and experience with Spirit into writing.

And yeah I feel it's like this too, and I don't want to forget, so I'm gonna try to keep a daily journal for those miraculous moments. For instance. Todays date is 0108 and 108 is a very sacred number. I'm guessing the journal is going to fill up real soon. Feels like there are magickal things happening everyday now. Do you feel it to?

But also really tough challenges that you just have to stare right back at and smile. watch it all happen from a distance. And that's when you really grow.

o0o Sri Yantra Tattoo

2011-01-07T09:55:00.008+01:00

I've been thinkin a lot of getting my first tattoo. It's been in my head to do one since early teen-age-years, but I have never found exactly what I want. But now I think I have. And the pain does'nt scare me anymore either. I've felt so much psychological pain that I don't think any fysical pain can hurt me anymore. It will just feel, and I will feel, but not react. Just like in every day life. I'm Thinking the Sri Yantra either in my neck or two at my front shoulders, or at the wide part of the lower arm.. What do you think?

The sun is blinding me through the window; and today I feel so blessed.

o0o Two very important movies

2011-01-04T13:05:00.004+01:00

I got pleasantly surprised by this movie, The lives of others it was really, really great! A long film where the story builds up over time. Bits and pieces put together, becomes a fantastic whole with a great ending.

I feel it is a very important film too, since we in these time seem to have forgotten what have been going on in history, so late as in the eighties, people and especially free-thinking artist could get Stasi surveillance just by reading the wrong newspaper or speak freely about their thoughts on the regim. Do we want this back? Then why did we let the Berlin wall, fall?

Another movie that I've been looking forward too was D.M.T- The spirit molecule. I feel it's such an important film. To spread the positive message of this wonderful medicine. But I can't help to feel a bit disappointed. I feel they could have done so much more of it.

More about the history througout time, more whitnesses, more live-experiences inhaling D.M.T. More spirit. Have you seen it and what do you think?

Hopefully it opens up to a whole new world of documentaries of this kind.

o0o Let me tell you my truth

2010-12-28T15:42:00.004+01:00

There is really no need for any other medicine.
I was lost in the ego-illsuion, but now I am found. I am.

Deamons are not a part of it, nothing to be accepted or embraced. When I thought there was no other way out than dying, I killed the ego instead. The deamon that roared in my ear so loud I thought the illusion was mine. My reality.
But my sha~man showed me the way. What a great gift.

o0o Prince Rama

2010-12-15T15:12:00.001+01:00

I've found a great new band, straight out of Brooklyn! Of course. I'm in love

o0o I'm alive

2010-12-03T15:55:00.011+01:00

I am here. Moore than ever. I'm taking a lot of photos right now and have created a couple of items for my Etsy-shop. If I don't keep it to myself. Somehow I have wanted to keep all of my creations for myself lately. Maybe cause I know I can't find anything like it ever again. I made this amazing Moss green skirt with the help from the machine. I love to create with all this tools. Sewing-machine, camera, crochet-hooks in all these forms.

I love my life right now, it's an neverending beautiful winter fairytale outside. In my heart it's warm and a lot of soulsearching going on. Remembering things I've done wrong and forgive myself for it and search in my memory for people that have acted the same way against me and forgive them too.

I've hung out with lovely, kind and generous and fun people. Laughed my ass off. And I'm still crazy in love. With both boyfriend and cat.

Hope you enjoy the photos, they are formed from my heart in companion with mother earth as in All I Do.

o0o Guiding Star

2010-11-28T14:37:00.000+01:00

2010-11-27T09:46:00.003+01:00

Iced Tree
That's how cold it is here.
Snow up to my knees and more.
I'm taking my snowracer to the car for sure
Today I'm off to different flee-markets with Lovely Fifi.
Time to find treasures

o0o The ones to love

2010-11-26T14:38:00.006+01:00

o0o Karma

2010-11-26T08:56:00.005+01:00

o0o In Deep

2010-11-25T16:14:00.004+01:00

Yesterday was pure bliss

Chanting vibrations manifesting

A flow of happiness that opened doors

in real life and in perceptions

Peoples kindness

Genuine laughter that was a bit too loud

A sparkle in my heart

I stand in awe of Gods miracles

After rain comes glorious sunshine

o0o Romantic

2010-11-22T18:05:00.003+01:00

He's the most romantic man I've ever experienced. In real life or on film. And he's mine.

o0o Free

2010-11-20T15:05:00.003+01:00

Magical things have happened

The power of dreams!

The power of chanting!

Started a new project yesterday. A freeform crochet artpiece. Haven't decided yet though. If it's going up on the wall or to become a vest. Maybe I'll just give it to Siri. That diva needs a luxorious bed.

o0o No more bitterness

2010-11-18T18:25:00.002+01:00

Soon her beloved soulmate comes home with pizza and chocolate...

And movies for her tainted soul.

No more bitterness only sweets

o0o Hare Krishna

2010-11-18T18:21:00.001+01:00

Chanting, can't hurt right?

Hare krishna, Hare krishna
Krishna, Krishna
Hare, Hare
Hare Rama, Hare Rama
Rama Rama
Hare, Hare

o0o Pink

2010-11-18T16:40:00.000+01:00

o0o Sprout pants

2010-11-16T17:38:00.003+01:00

Love these sprout-pants!
http://www.ilaniowear.com

o0o Purple haze

2010-11-16T17:18:00.005+01:00

http://kelseyscreations.net

o0o Handbook of Psychotropic Herbs

2010-11-16T13:45:00.001+01:00

Anyone read this one?

o0o There's ups and there's downs

2010-11-14T10:19:00.004+01:00

Go0od Morning!
I sit and read some really interesting stuff written by a man that used DMT, and now he can't go back to seeing the world as he used to
Gonna put on some coffe and eat knäckebröd with a lot of cheese. Is it just in Sweden we have Knäckebröd? Hard thin bread?

quiet mornings with bird encounters
zipping
reading
day dreaming
deep breathing
Listening to good music

I can see the light and laughter again
It's not easy being an sensitive artist. But I would'nt change it for the world.

o0o Rhymes of an hour

2010-11-11T11:32:00.002+01:00

It's like I'm Off-beat

My mind is on repeat

Need to go to a retreat

Before it's too late, and I'll be packing heat

Take a seat

and listen

o0o DANCE INTO ANOTHER DIMENSION WITHOUT TENSION

2010-11-09T17:10:00.004+01:00

o0o Self worth

2010-11-09T15:55:00.001+01:00

Apparently there is many different opinions of who and what I am.
I stick to believe that I'm fucking awesome!

o0o Ilah.. Allah hu Allah ha Elohim

2010-11-09T15:50:00.002+01:00

o0o Insight

2010-11-09T10:52:00.002+01:00

I never knew how easy it was to love myself; until I got rid of you.

o0o The dog days are over

2010-11-08T16:00:00.001+01:00

o0o Divine Moments of Truth

2010-11-07T09:30:00.001+01:00

Remembering this nights spectacular starry sky and the

tribe at the fire.

One of them planting a fire-orb in my belly.

Transforming demons into playing children. Darkness into bright light;

that grew into surrounding my whole being.

I was healed.

I became whole.

o0o Wheel of fortune

2010-11-06T12:15:00.009+01:00

With Jupiter as its ruling planet, the Wheel of Fortune is all about big things, luck, change, and fortune. Almost always good fortune. Almost every definition of this card indicates abundance, happiness, elevation, or luck; a change that just happens, and brings with it great joy.

o0o Intergrity

2010-11-05T18:32:00.001+01:00

in·teg·ri·ty

Integrity is a concept of consistency of actions, values, methods, measures, principles, expectations and outcomes. In western ethics, integrity is regarded as the quality of having an intuitive sense of honesty and truthfulness in regard to the motivations for one's actions.[citation needed] Integrity can be regarded as the opposite of hypocrisy.

o0o Happy Diwali

2010-11-05T14:44:00.006+01:00

May the Divine light from within; shine inside and out

o0o Shanti

2010-11-03T16:31:00.002+01:00

Calm
Relaxed
Loved
Happiness
Loving
Shanti Peace Bliss
Fortunate
Unity
Abundance
Synchronized
Thankful
Spirit
Nature
Divine light
Faith

Serenity

Joy

Truth

Aum

Miracle

o0o Bass-headz

2010-11-02T13:11:00.000+01:00

Give me a heart massage please

o0o Goddess

2010-11-02T10:57:00.008+01:00

"Rebellion is the only thing that keeps you alive! "
Marianne Faithfull

o0o Inspirational

2010-11-01T08:21:00.008+01:00

o0o Aphrodites child

2010-10-28T19:45:00.001+02:00

Tack Ms J for the tip. I think I might be falling in LOVE

o0o Psychedelic

2010-10-26T18:21:00.004+02:00